Truth about RCC
Testimony of Rita
I was born in an hispanic family. my mom
converted from protestant to catholic so my sister and I could go to a
parish school. my dad was a catholic in name only. His mom was a spiritualist
who was in the occult .....it was her life and she died unsaved. I
went to catholic school high school.....I loved Jesus and still do. I
used to spend long time in prayer in church and yes I also wanted to be a
nun! but that was not to be GOD had me in His hands all the
time even when I was deep in sin. I was a devoute catholic and went to mass
every sunday and went to confession too every few weeks. The only thing
that I could not get into was praying to Mary and praying the
rosary....otherwise I believed and followed my church because
after all the church was the voice of GOD on earth.....OR SO I THOUGHT
!!!!!
I drifted away from
the things of GOD in my twenties and during this time in my life I was in a
deep depression. I left and empty hole inside.....I came to realize that I
needed GOD......then I was invited to a charasmatic prayer meeting and there
I found JESUS I experienced HIS presence like I never did be for
JESUS and the peace was overwhelming. I felt clothed in His presence
and encased by His love.
I BECAME SO HUNGRY
FOR HIM AND THE THINGS OF GOD THAT I COULD NOT GET ENOUGH OF THE
BIBLE........SUDDENLY SO MANY GOSPEL STORIES CAME TO LIFE TO ME.
I stayed in
the church for many years but as I read and learned things I realized the
word of GOD was not the same things that I was taught as a child
by the nuns. To me the church remained the true church but a church with
flaws......all churches had flaws and the roman church was no different in my
mind but......... there was somethiing going on.......I knew there had to be
more to my WALK with the LORD, going to mass and receieving communion was not
enough for me........I needed more of him...... I think of my walk with JESUS
when I was a catholic as being on a date........I knew there was more
and now my walk with Him is like a wedding night.
YOU SEE WHEN I WAS A
CATHOLIC I DID NOT KNOW JESUS .......ALL I KNEW WERE CATECHISM QUESTIONS
AND ANSWERS. I DID NOT KNOW HIM AND SO MANY OTHER STORIES OF SCRIPTURE SO
HENCE IT WAS A COURTSHIP NOT A MARRIAGE.
I knew there was so
much more to my walk with the LORD.........I knew that i could get closer and
go into a deeper relationship. I just didn'y know how and everytime I went to
commuoin I knew deep inside that it was not enough......I WANTED MORE
OF HIM.
AFTER MANY YEARS I FINALLY
HAD TO MAKE A CHOICE..........I WAS NOT GROWING IN MY RELATIONSHIP WITH THE
LORD.......I WAS NOT BEING SPIRITUALY FEED BUT WHEN I WENT TO THE BORNAGAIN
CHURCH I BECAME ALIVE AND MY SPIRITUAL EYES BECAME OPENED.......SO I LEFT THE
DEAD CHURCH AND FOUND A JESUS THAT LIVES AND NOW IS AT THE CENTER OF MY LIFE.
JESUS IS REAL!!!!!!!!!!!
This is not to say
that M have arrived. my sppiritual walk is a journey which will go on till I
die..........but I am a richer Christian now beacuse I have left a
church that HID JESUS from me by putting itself between me and HIM.
That is why I was .......once catholic !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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